I sun gaze which is looking at the sun directly, but I limit the practice now to just a few minutes while I'm smoking in the backyard, and that's because the last time I had my eyes checked there was some retinal scarring found in my right eye. And it might be from going over the top with it sun gazing and madness. Above is a work in progress photo of a Kachina doll, which was inspired by and through my search for the highest of Truths, and I photographed it on page 13 of the book that inspired the doll,`Archibald by Wolo, to illustrate that meanies, bullies, con artist, and the greedy depend on weaker minds to exploit for their survival in this dog eat dog world. That's one truth I'm sure most of us can agree on. (I'm not exempting myself here, being agnostic for a time in my late teens, and 20's, I was blinded by that same idea to exchange like for like, so if someone was mean I was mean right back.) I know with Love all is possible, and nothing impossible, if that becomes the collective dream of humanity the planet will reflect that harmony...Fear Mongering exist everywhere and it's not just a political tool. Fear eventually leads to a break down, sometimes internalized sometimes expressed in madness. I guess for me the only way I can release myself of the clutches of fear is to write honestly, about the experience. I will also upload some new v-vlogs at some point in the context of this blog post. I don't look at the stars at night the same way I once did, and believe the benevolence of the universe is absolute. At this point in my life I believe in facing the world fearlessly and standing in the light of my truth, it would be a disservice to do otherwise. My truth is consumed by a tinge of madness, because I know things could be different if all institutions where run in service of the greatest good for the planet and Humanity. The Truth that is; is not the Truth that has to be. Many people share the truths that are, and then paint hopeless predictions on top of them that's a disservice to truth..it's a tactic used to dissempower the public.
| Adding to the pools of fear in the world is dangerous to the agents that employ fear as a tactic..|
Mickey as Christ is a long shot, and a reality in my passing Madness of seeing prophetic visions about karma in cartoons.
All this gave new meaning to a Cher song from believe, where the other side could mean any number of things, but perhaps to me it meant the other side of Kali Yuga,(the yuga that never was)...the end of the darkness that has gripped mankind.
The Clouds were playing mind tricks on me again, or was that just my ego wanting to see justice served to the piggy banksters..I really don't know anything, but what I've learned from my own dance on the karma wheel. Right now it really just seems to Me like the piggy's are flying high indifferent to the Civilization they trample for more of the same, but I'm done with the hope from the dope of the Mickey's got game act...The celestial seasoning of changing times for Me is moving into a place in my heart where Love is present, and manifest in any number of potential acts.
My life's lesson is simple we are what we eat energetically speaking, and conspiracy salad is generically modified by fear dressing. My wapatula punch bowls empty now, and what I have is enough love, and dignity to start over with the Love that makes all things possible....
7/24/2013 update, I have come full circle in my knowing, and I can admit I was wrong to state here in this post that Love motivates all people. Love does not motivate all people. And no apology for what I write or say at any given time is required, I answer to a higher power, and that power answers back to Me. The only thing time has proven to Me since I wrote this blog; is precisely that, absolutely. The Law of correspondence is an active force, it is a divine intelligence which organizes the cosmos according to the Will of God, and that there is only one God has been proven to Me time, and time again.